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still in a lot of pain..this sucks. at least this is the best picture we've ever taken together. i hope i get better before tomorrow, that won't be very fun. i have a doctor's appointment in 20 minutes anyway so maybe they can tell me something new. then all fucking night i have to work on senior project. if i take it slow and look at the positives, i just need to tweak things and his notes are self explanatory. but i know i'm just going to get frustrated. i wish there was a better way to do this. hmm..maybe this asshole shouldn't have waited until the last minute to have me do all these corrections because i sure as hell know i'm going to stop working if i'm in pain tonight or if i'm tired. i went to bed at 1am and woke up at noon today..i haven't done that since summer and that's a sign i need rest, obviously. hope good things happen tonight, like get a lot of this done.. xo.