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i have 30 days to lose as much weight as i can. i'm already eating better since i'm not at home eating what we're cooking at mike's house. went to the gym yesterday and today and i've had a lot more energy, obviously. i just wish that once one thing goes well, everything else follows but it seems the opposite. haven't heard from you all day after something that was your fault happened and it still bothers me that you feel it's not a big deal and that you aren't wrong. it hurts me that you don't know details about me. the same details that i memorized within weeks of knowing you. it shows a lack of commitment i've never seen in you until recently. i hope things change because it's getting tiring. xo.