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went back to purchase today..i guess it's okay. the first day back is always hard. i really hate it but it'll be better tomorrow. woke up, went to class then mike was still here so we went to the mall for awhile. he got cd's then drove back to school. forgetting about what happened ever because i'm trying not to think about negative things so i can try and be a positive person and see the good in things. i'm going to miss him so much. i can't believe tonight is the first night in over a month we won't sleep together. wonder how that will work out. it hurts my heart so much that two people so in love need to be apart. i wonder if he feels the same way.

so, a few days ago with that band thing..what got me thinking about this was bayside. anthony is doing a solo acoustic show tonight with shane henderson, jt woodruff and others. it really annoys me that the massive amounts of people are going to this because they think the guys are playing hits from their bands. all of them have their own songs and lyrics and side projects. they will either be seriously disappointed that "devotion and desire" or "3,000 miles" won't be played. that, or they'll start loving the solo sides of all them. xo.