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i have the onset of strep throat. awesome. but last night was amazing. mike and i went to dave and busters with bobby and had a nice night. then nick called us and said he was with alanna, john, jung and this girl arielle. so that was pretty fun. john's 2 friends kevin and someone i don't remember showed up and they were so chill. Mike asked kevin to be in their band or whatever and it sound promising. they left around 130 and that's when i started getting a fever, chills and a headache. mike was the best boyfriend and took really good care of me all night. xo.

i don't know what i'm going to do with this feeling. i'll never act on it but i can't help but wonder what if.

edit: tonight was interesting, to say the least. went to the mall and got this really adorable hat with my h&m card. then greg came over. it's really great to see him and know all the progress he's made. when we used to hang out every night, we were really close. and over the past year, yeah we've lost touch but he's one of those people who you feel never left. there's a definite change in his personality but i think that's a good thing. he grew up. after awhile, nick and chris showed up. even catherine was around for the whole night. that i really miss because we never reall hang out and when we do, law or tor are there too.. so it's around midnight now and we're sitting around when everyone's complaining about being bored. chris decides to gives mike's fridge and freezer a winter cleaning and put everything expired into the blender to make concoctions to "use" in different places. not gunna explain, could be incriminating. but for those who were there, it was a night to never forget. but the one part that i have to mention is the high speed car chase. after a couple rounds, greg bought eggs to throw randomly out of the car. we got to mayfair and saw this lone car in the parking lot. thinking no one was in it, greg threw a single egg at the back. we drove past and OH LOOK, there's someone inside. i've never seen someone go from parked in a turned off car to racing behind us so quickly. they followed us at 80mph for a couple miles until we thought they were gunna crash into us or throw a crowbar at the minivan. around smithtown somewhere, they got alongside us and threw something. didn't damage our car or anything but it sounded really bad and the breakes got messed up for awhile. while it could've ended worse, it was the most exciting night we've had all break. this is why i miss our old friends. this kind of stuff happened every night, not every couple of weeks. but now they all think getting drunk and high is better than this. their loss. xo.