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mike drove me back last night..we drove a half hour to find a sevs somewhere in town up here. interesting adventure haha. i slept so well last night. i'm pretty sure it was because he was there with me but its just something about mornings where you wake up thinking you're late but in fact you have another 2 or 3 hours until you have to be up. woke up first at 6:30 and just listened to him. i know that's creepy but it makes me so relaxed. woke up for real at 10:30, showered and got breakfast at starbucks. worst part of today was when he left..happy that i wasn't allowed to cry since i had to go to class right after he left. i wish it was easier to see him leave. but it just makes me more sure that we're going to be together forever after i'm back on long island and we're probably getting an apartment somewhere. don't know but that would be nice.
i'm really thankful for the days where i don't want to be on campus but yet white plains is right there and i can get out. also thankful that its been 2 months and i had yet to spend all the giftcards i got for christmas. eva and i went to barnes and noble so i could return the dumb book i thought i wanted and i got the right one. looking around that entire store could take me the whole day. and i'm never quite sure what to buy when i have so much money for there. ended up getting the listography book, new issue of Cosmo and a tattoo magazine. however, the best thing i bought was what today's picture is. eva was like "that looks like that picture you have in your room." it's an art magazine and this month's profile is greg simkins. could not believe this. there's a spread inside of original artwork and a new interview with him. that's maybe the coolest thing i've bought so far this year. then we went to hot topic. i'm always nervous when we go into this specific one because this guy works there who always hitting on me and obviously has a thing for me. i'm way too nice to be like "oh hey, fuck off" to someone that is really nice. but then again, i don't need to stand around for a half hour talking about whatever. left there, walked around for awhile and went to macy's and got this beautifulllllllllllllllll Guess necklace. maybe i'll wear it tomorrow and use that as a picture=] gotta finish journalism homework and maybe do some senior project. love you baby, miss you<3 xo.