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eight friends that you love

1 chris
2 amanda
3 matt
4 britny
5 brittany
6 arianna
7 zach
8 catherine

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9 guilts that you want to share

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day 1. 10 things about yourself.

1 shows and music are my life.
2 i love photography
3 my favorite band is vanna
4 i have 6 tattoos
5 i keep wanting blonder hair, it'll eventually turn platinum
6 wish you didn't hold me back the way you do because i'm so much better than this
7 i love bad sci-fi channel movies
8 i'm really afraid of heights and the ocean
9 i graduated college with great grades and have nothing to show for it now
10 i wish i were better to the people i love

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day 30. your favorite song at this time last year.
"hopeless" by for the fallen dreams.

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day 29. a song from your childhood.
"you+me=us" by 2ge+her

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this is the blonde that i'm dying my hair on saturday=]

day 28. a song that makes you feel guilty.
don't really have one, i'll think about it.

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day 27. a song you wish you could play.
"you had me at hello" by a day to remember.

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day 26. a song that you can play on instrument.
i can't play anything on anything but i wish i could learn.

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day 25. a song that makes you laugh.
"shots" by lmfao.

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taylor's wedding day!
day 24. a song that you want to be played at your funeral.
"ever so sweet" by the early november.

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two favorite pictures from catherine's sweet 16.
day 23. a song that you want to be played at your wedding.
"safe and sound in phone lines" by a change of pace.

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day 22. a song you listen to when you're sad.
"montauk (acoustic)" by bayside.

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day 21. a song you listen to when you're happy.
"kiss and tell" by ke$ha.

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day 20. a song you listen to when you're angry.
"ambitions of man" by from the pawn.

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day 18. a song that you wish you heard on the radio.
i like that none of the music i listen to and love is on the radio, so let's keep it that way.

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day 17. a song you often hear on the radio.
"teenage dream" by katy perry

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day 16. a song you used to love but now hate.
"forever young" by academy is.

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day 15. a song that describes you.
"intersection" by motion city soundtrack.

Intersection
Happened years ago
From the headaches
From the cold
From the endings of the words you knew
To the lungs that learned to breathe

Forget the lessons
Don't paint by numbers
Paint in stains
Contact intenser fade to shades of grey
Back from tomorrow, from today

Seven leaves
From seven trees
Is seventeen
Only seven days

Don't paint by numbers
Paint in lines by colors
Don't face the mirror, catch the cold
For today I should have followed suit
For tomorrow never comes

Forfeit the lessons
Intersection
Forfeit the lessons
Intersection
Forfeit the lessons
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day 14. a song that no one would expect you to like.
"outgunned" by the banner

been thinking a lot and maybe i should just write it out..

i know that it's been over two years since we've actually talked but i really miss when we were friends. you were the one girl i knew that i could tell anything to. i never compared myself to you, we were equals. don't know if i'll be friends with another girl like that ever. i wish i could just message you or text you and tell you this. but i know you'd just laugh at it and think its bullshit. what you did to my best friend was the worst thing anyone could ever do and you changed after that but i wish we both made more of an effort to get close again. based on how things are now with everyone, it would've been worth it. i found out you're leaving to go away to school soon and i hope you do well..you need to get away from your job, you deserve better than it.
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i try so hard to be your friend. you just think it's a joke. start treating people who love you with more respect, maybe you wouldn't get an attitude filled response next time you want something. despite the timing of it, i meant everything i said the other night and you probably showed your friends and had a great time making fun of it and called me pathetic. all i want is to be nice to you and be able to have what your best friends have with you.
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you're cute and i hate that i think that. come home, dude.

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day 13. a song that is a guilty pleasure.
"backstabber" by ke$ha. loves it.

saw The Banner, Suburban Scum, Xibalba and Ringworm tonight. good show, no people and it went really quick.

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day 12. a song from a band you hate.
"here goes nothin" by nevershoutnever!

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day 11. a song from your favorite band.
"free" by valencia. on repeat all day today.

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what you see at sevs at 2am..

day 10. a song that makes you fall asleep.
"beauty in the breakdown" by the scene aesthetic.

edit: i haven't been trying to think of this because it really hurts but maybe it'll make me feel better. fuck you for leaving without saying goodbye. 9 years. NINE FUCKING YEARS. and you just up and leave. is that what you think of me? of us and our friendship? maybe you're scared to actually talk to me because you know this will be unloaded onto you. i'm not that mad you left, you knew i only wanted the best for you and have happiness and get somewhere better in life. but you should have the balls to say something. for as long as you're gone, i don't even know if i'll talk to you or visit you or anything. and that's really sad. hopefully it changes soon.

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day 9. a song you can dance to.
"chaney can't quite riff" by evergreen terrace.

tonight we went to the thrash and burn tour. stick to your guns, asking alexandria, evergreen terrace, periphery and a couple other bands played. it was okay. it was the first time i saw evergreen terrace and was not impressed. i really did expect more from such a great band. styg was amazing as always. i also bought a great shirt, probably my favorite thing of merch i own now. but the good thing is, is that best friends make bad shows worth it. and i did dance to the song i mentioned to at the beginning=]

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day 8. a song that you know all the words to.
"the art of living" by the audition.

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day 7. a song that reminds you of a certain event.
"this is where my heart lies" by stick to your guns. it was the first night that i met nick, ironically. we talked all night and i realized that at that point in time, i could get close to new friends.

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day 6. a song that reminds you of someone

this is like the saddest girl story during my one drama summer and i decided i had something left to give and i up and go'd becuz of my left coast envy

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day 5. a song that reminds you of somewhere

"ambitions of man" by from the pawn. reminds me of every good show i've been to because they always play.

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day 4. a song that makes you sad.
"have faith in me" by a day to remember.

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day 3. a song that makes you happy.
"love like woe" by the ready set.

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day 2. your least favorite song.

"baby killer" by devourment. i have to hear it several times a night when mike and matt are together and i hateeeeeeee it.