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what you see at sevs at 2am..

day 10. a song that makes you fall asleep.
"beauty in the breakdown" by the scene aesthetic.

edit: i haven't been trying to think of this because it really hurts but maybe it'll make me feel better. fuck you for leaving without saying goodbye. 9 years. NINE FUCKING YEARS. and you just up and leave. is that what you think of me? of us and our friendship? maybe you're scared to actually talk to me because you know this will be unloaded onto you. i'm not that mad you left, you knew i only wanted the best for you and have happiness and get somewhere better in life. but you should have the balls to say something. for as long as you're gone, i don't even know if i'll talk to you or visit you or anything. and that's really sad. hopefully it changes soon.